boys, boys, boys

just a little update on my current dating status, cause I know you guys need to know this stuff.

Troy: Out of the picture. My little mormon dating experiment failed. A week before I was suppose to fly out to LA to spend a few days with him we get into a big fight, well he started sending me nasty emails, basically telling me that he didn't want me to come see him. So I didn't. We have not talked since two Mondays ago. I've fought with him before and it's awful and I get even madder and hurt in the process, and it's just not worth it. We've never been on the same page and are each looking for something compleatly different I think, so I decided not to drag it out and never called him, and since I told him not to call unless he was going to apologize for the things he said, I'm not really expecting a call back anytime soon.

Mayson: It's so hard to be alone durring the holidays when there is someone who wants to be with you. M and I have been accompanying eachother to varous social events in the last few weeks, holiday parties and such, it's been alot of fun, I really like his friends, and I like taking him out with my friends, so we have a good time, nothing more than that, but I probably am spending more time with him than I should. It's just so much funner to go to these things with a date. He might go with me to Vegas for Emily's wedding, I've always wanted to go on vacation with him.

Reudi: Got back in contact a few months ago. Nothing much, just a few short, very vague emails. He asked if I still had my half of the dollar bill, I told him I did, and now I can't find it! I have no idea where he has been or what he has been doing. Although I do not think he has been in the United States much, because he english is has deteriorated from what I remember. He's comming into town this weekend for some meetings, so we are going out to dinner on Saturday. I'm very nervous about the whole thing. Mostly because I look Like I've been working 12 hours a day and eating bon-bons the whole time. (which is partially true - but I did work out evey day this week, and plan on eating nothing on Saturday until dinner) I just have no idea what to expect, should I be mad at him? Do I still love him? What is his agenda? I'll have some answers for you on Sunday.

Brian: So he doesn't fit in the category of "men I am dating" but I'll add him in here anyways. I did have a great phone conversation with Brian when I was in LA (He lives in Huntington Beach) and although we couldn't make our schedules work that week, his parents live in Fredrick, MD and he'll be out here for 2 weeks over Christmas, so we'll get together then.