stress

I'm sorry I have been so bad at keeping up.... I've kinda been in a rut, or just too stressed out to really do anything. I have realized that my mechanism for dealing with stress is to just internalize it all, hide it. So,while I'm not a crazy, psycho bitch,my family and friends are always left hanging and asking me "what is going on with you?" Poor Mike broke down the other day because I still don't know when and if I will be going to Singapore, and he was worried I would get two days notice, and he would have to suddenly move into my apartment and take care of my cat, and I would just be gone....

So here's the deal.... We really don't know anything. I am doubtful that it will happen. We keep getting sent to different people who tell us different things. It's a confusing mess. I have sent them almost every official document I have, and they are still making requests. Last week they wanted copies of our diplomas! they already have multiple copies of our transcripts, but that just isn't enough. I felt like a complete jackass at Kinkos making copies of my diploma. It was too big to fit on any of the copiers! Super embarrassing. Maybe next summer we'll get to go. I'm trying not to worry about it anymore... there's not much else I can do. If they want us there, they'll get us there. So, I'll keep you updated.